Mind the Gap

Have you ever felt that there was a doorway just within your grasp, just through a little slit of the fabric of reality in front of you, just within an arms reach but cant quite get there. You can sense it, feel it and almost smell the musty odour of something beyond the range of the human eye and mind.

I remember as a small child almost looking through things like i had xray vision but i wasnt looking with my 3D eyes, it was like i was looking with all of my senses, my true senses. Taste, touch, smell, hearing, thoughts, vibrational frequencies, inner knowing. Like a newly bought radio that is ready to pick up any airwave thats near it, pinggg!

We grew up in a small unit in the inner suburbs of Western Australia and the house we were in felt strangely haunted, my brother and i would wake up in the middle of the night to see a shadow walking down the hallway, hearing the crushing of the carpet with each step slowly moving down the dimly lit entrance. We would call out to each other to see if it was either one of us up going for a midnight pee, it wasnt. We got used this figure strolling up and down and sometimes going to the kitchen to bang the cupboards open and shut, like he was pissed off that there food in the pantry but couldnt eat it. I remember clearly the dreams i would have that the next day they would actually happen, particularly a dream i went to K-Mart and got out of the car to see a cute young girl in a red dress that caught my eye, now i was only about 5 years old but the next day, surely enough we went down the shops and there was the girl, in her little red dress….so cool.

Another experience i had was the first time i took psybicilin when i was about 15, i remember playing The Doors on my new walkman and headset riding my bicycle around the streets and the song that kept playing on loop was ‘Break on through to other side’ over and over. I felt like i could push my arm through the reality that stood before me, it was all there and more open than ever. I also saw the nightsky with what looked to be a net of light like all the stars were connected dot to dot, the feeling of it wasnt that nice though and some 20 years later ive come to learn what that actually is, the Matrix. But thats another story for another time and one my teachers Khris Krepcik and Stuart Wilde have written extensively on this phenomenon.

These experiences are just one of many and Im sure if you think back to your earliest childhood, you may have had the same things happen, maybe even more so. You see we all have these abilities, to see and sense the metaphysical reality that is just beyond us. If we only learn to seek them out, like a re learning who we truly are.

We tend to forget about these mysterious things as we get older, your parents telling you its all in your head, maybe hormones change things and acquiring ego for the first time. Also things like sugar, fats, chlorine (or any chemicals for that matter) fluoride in the water can all have dire consequences for your senses, and particularly your pineal gland in the brain that sacreates the brain chemical DMT, Some call the Spirit Molecule. More on that in another post.